here i am again

im on some random internet lol
its a long story

i wont explain it.

anyway, to make it short, sharp and simple,
im connected to well
an internet.

eh i cant be bothered explaining.

so, the sisters boyfriend is here, which is annoying
because we have to have dinner with him
even though she is convienently away (with HIM) every time daniel is over.
so whatever
i shouldnt have to be here. i shouldnt have to eat dinner with him
but i do.
i dont have a choice, cos if i dont its rude wah wah
well whatever maybe i CHOOSE to be rude
whatever.


mm and they are eating meat, too.
despite the fact im vegetarian, which no one seems to care about
though i basically eat chips so. yeah lol

vegetarian , KINDA.
LOL
i believe in the not killing animals part
just not the gross tofu bullshit

i read something interesting recently. on a website.
it kinda. i duno.
it was good to hear her not be like..
angry
i dont know.
its good.
but its gona be weird
and sometimes ihate that, that its gonna be weird, ineviatibly. but its going to be.

there is no way around that
you cant just kick that long away
its gonna be there
and its significant.
so.



anywho,
its daniel and mine 10 months on saturday! im so excited!! and though i dont rival my best friends boyfrend and her, its still exciting. its the longest i have been with a guy, you know.

but
all is good. im pretty excited. though its not really anything..
its just good to know that i accomplished something.
i know, it seems insigificant.
but to me, it .. its just good to know that i did something, and i stuck withit. worked on it.

and here i am.
so.

the days are good. im happy. and


I MISS MICHELLE.
come back faster.