i havent blogged lately.

mainly cos i cant be bothered.

and you know what
i cant be bothered right now.


all i can say is,
missing you.


and its not who you think it is.


its an odd misss..
and its not for any particular reason.
i just.. i dont know.
i thought of you and saw you and i missed you.



life sometimes can be weird.

I bit them

yeh..

im sorry
but i bit the majority of my nails off again
i didnt want to
and i knew it was wrong when i was doing it
but i continued.

anyway.
now they seem so short..
even though they are still longer than they used to be when i bit them before.

but thats another story
not really.
i dont even know why i said that

anyway.
i wish that the stuff you can put on your nails to stop you biting them worked on me
i just bite on them and suffer the gross acidic taste i get in my mouth
there is just something so satisfying about biting the crap outta your nails.
i duno

it looks.. horrid.
but thats not the point at hand here.


but they are gone
they seemed so long..
though they were really weak.,
i could, actually bend them backwards onto themselves
which i guess is acceptable beacuse i bit them, so they wont be stong to begin with

i jsut wish i had sexy natural nails
i cant stand the fake ones..
cos they look so fake
ironic, yes. but not the point.. they go beyond the point of fake.
like the majority of things that are fake..
like boobs, hair colour, nails, tans..

everyone knows they are fake
you can tell from a mile away
so i dont know why people really bother
i mean..
i duno
just the nails.. eugh.

and boobs.. all i can say is.. everyone knows. lol



anyway.

im tired.
i dont know how you people can sit up al night on the computer.. or laptop, whatever
i get bored
with nothing really to do
stupid boyfriend goes to bed at like 10 lol.

he smells.

anyway i love him i suppose..

only an hour and a half until 10 months!!

yay.

here i am again

im on some random internet lol
its a long story

i wont explain it.

anyway, to make it short, sharp and simple,
im connected to well
an internet.

eh i cant be bothered explaining.

so, the sisters boyfriend is here, which is annoying
because we have to have dinner with him
even though she is convienently away (with HIM) every time daniel is over.
so whatever
i shouldnt have to be here. i shouldnt have to eat dinner with him
but i do.
i dont have a choice, cos if i dont its rude wah wah
well whatever maybe i CHOOSE to be rude
whatever.


mm and they are eating meat, too.
despite the fact im vegetarian, which no one seems to care about
though i basically eat chips so. yeah lol

vegetarian , KINDA.
LOL
i believe in the not killing animals part
just not the gross tofu bullshit

i read something interesting recently. on a website.
it kinda. i duno.
it was good to hear her not be like..
angry
i dont know.
its good.
but its gona be weird
and sometimes ihate that, that its gonna be weird, ineviatibly. but its going to be.

there is no way around that
you cant just kick that long away
its gonna be there
and its significant.
so.



anywho,
its daniel and mine 10 months on saturday! im so excited!! and though i dont rival my best friends boyfrend and her, its still exciting. its the longest i have been with a guy, you know.

but
all is good. im pretty excited. though its not really anything..
its just good to know that i accomplished something.
i know, it seems insigificant.
but to me, it .. its just good to know that i did something, and i stuck withit. worked on it.

and here i am.
so.

the days are good. im happy. and


I MISS MICHELLE.
come back faster.

J'aime la pensée de ceci

at times .. i wonder. but i know the answer already.

yes well.
btw, if your gonna be like, oh she means this.
chances are your wrong.

school.
i know i bitch about it constantly. but oh well.
biology, im not even that worried about it. mother isnt even angry
and he called her and stuff and he said i was a really good student, etc.
im always on task.
but i just did bad..
but i managed to conclude how i couldnt really get this part of the course.
its heaps chemistry.
apparently.
but, somehow, all through my years.. i havent been able to get chem.
just.. i dont lol.

i fucking rule the shit outta cells, to put it bluntly. but yeah.
thats all .

well im gonna hope thats why anyway.

poems.. maybe i should try to read some stuff for english.. it might be good.

ANYWAY.
there is this person
that .. seriously.

bahahaha.
i dont even know what im rambling about.
i mean, there are times when i think about her, and i think, you know. i kinda wish that we still were friends..
like, stupid stuff, just old stuff that we used to do.

but its kinda like..

i duno.
its been.. so long.
and so much has happened.
and its jsut weird now.

soooo.
i dont know.
and im pretty sure my girly girl feels the same.

but eh.

im done.

oh trust me i know

biology today
got my test back
lets jsut say..
i was kinda fighting back the tears. i know that sounds really gay, and so silly to get upset over
but it really was devestating. if you knew the mark.. i think you would cry too.

but,
it just sucks.. my life revolves around doing work now, schoolwork.
and i cant, like.. i just cant seem to keep up. i jsut cant. like, i do the work, but. then with some stuff. i just dont do it.

i dont even understand myself anymore.

its crossed my mind many times, do i really need school?
and yes, i do.
but sometimes, the easy way is so much more tempting.
but i know, i couldnt go through with it. no more seeing my friends every day, no more seeing daniel every day.. i couldnt relate to them. and i would be starting my life , well . now.
i couldnt start taking a gap year.
cos what would i be celebrating? i couldnt go with my friends 'after graduation' to , i duno. wherever they are going.
victor harbour or whatever.
cos i didnt graduate.
i could never be a graduate. ever.
from TAFE, sure.
but i would never have graduated high school
i would never have that memory with my friends. never.

but not to worry about that
because hopefully that wont happen.
im just kinda hoping to rock my finals.
biology..
kinda freaked out about.


and classics, well. im trying. thats all i can say.


i wish i could go for a run. like, if i were fit enough. lol. but it would be nice. to run. to just see everything passing me by..
to just control something.
but then i dont even know if i would stop running. because i wouldnt want to come back to my life. i jsut wouldnt.

i need to .. i dont know.
take a break.
i need my holidays.
they need to come faster.
but i dont want my grades. more than anything, i dont want to show my mother my grades.

i cant keep disappointing her.
oh btw i should probs tell her that she might be getting a letter and a call about biology. lol.

though i shouldnt be laughing.

im back kid

i found out that some classics thing was late so i couldnt hand it up.
and decided to try not to cry,,

and i think
when did this happen? like.. when did school become the biggest thing in my life, to the point where something that is worth like, 1 percent is making me freak out?
but it could also be because i spent all last night doing it, under the impresssion that i could still hand it up.
i mean, cant we have at least , like. 2 things a year, that we can have pity points on? if we cry, then we should be eligibale.

anyway.
hey you know what>
apparently, in english.. my group partners were these guys that are really smart.. just kinda those guys that people go, yeah they are smart.
i duno
anyway, group oral.
they ALL got A-
i got B++

=

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?
everyone else got As.
and i got a B.
you can fucking put all teh plusses you want on it
its A FREAKING B.
and you know how she explained why i got a B?
cos.. 'well, you know who these boys are.. the kind of work they produce. the kind of students they are. so, naturally they will get a slightly higher mark.."
um.

fuck you maybe?

basically.
i dont like you. ( cos i day dream. how dare i look out the window. she actually EXPLODED at me because i was looking out the window when i should have been listening. whatever ) and i am going to ALWAYS mark you down lower than everyone because you arent as smart as everyone else.

so.

why thankyou. dont i feel like im capable of anything now.

mm tomorrow is double free, which means hash browns.
from hungry jacks.
since when did i become a fatty fat fat?
i mean. all i eat, is potato based products
mainly chips,kinda constantly =P
pototo chips
roast potato
maccas, kfc, hungry jacks.
and im also a vegetarian, by choice, i believe in animal rights.
so i can eat like, the chips.
so.
im seriously gonna die at 19.

also..
my boyfriend is a pizza guy. LOL.
thats all.
it just makes me laugh cos he is .. a pizza boy. hhahahahah.

i really need to start doing work.
homework.
not job work.
because i have no job =PP

im SO FUCKING LAZY.
i really need to get into the right mindset LOL

the lol is because i know i wont.

mickey mouse

casual day today, for harmony day or something ?
i duno. all i know is i gave money or something for something-a-rather.

biology, the lesson i absolutley DREDDED all day.
and it was all for nothing.
cos, he isnt gonna be done marking them until about,
next week sometime?
yeah. so. good thing thats no too far away =/
thats sarcasm btw.

but
he also informed us, whilst he relieved our maths class, that 2 people from the 2 biloly classes failed the multiple choice questions.
so
can pretty much assure everyone that i was one of those people
i duno who the other person might be
all i know, is that one is me.

I DID SO FREAKING BAD.
and its worrying me sooo much.
im not sleeping and stuff. its cos this is the ONE subject i had to pass.

ANYWAY.

odd thing happened today..
you know when.. you go somewhere,
talk to someone quickly
and the second you leave, you KNOW they are talking about you?
lol
well one part being you looked and kinda saw they were talking about something so.
but yes.
just annoys me sometimes =P

daniel took me home tonight
met the grandparents.
they were pretty excited to meet him ;)
my nana said she liked daniels hair naww.

my sister, annoyingly enough
has gotten into the SIMS again,
but
she is too young, so she doesnt actually know what to do properly.
in the space of about, half an hour
her child sadly was taken away by protective services..

naw. i kinda feel bad for her she got pretty upset.
but its just a pain, i pretty much play the game for her,
kinda annoying.

ANYWAY.
so im done now.
and getting slightly obsessed with the blogger at the moment i have noticed.
anyway, that is all.
x

my my life is hard

i didnt even really notice..
just how much i hadnt really been doing in biology..
but then again, i suck at doing tests..
mainly in biology.. i always found it hard.
i forget things, and stuff.

anyway
i am in a major paranoia.
i cant stop thinking about it
biology teacher gave us an ultimateum. if we dont get at least half marks, then he will call our parents and send a letter home.
and its not the fact that i did bad that really worries me,
cos i know i can make those marks back
but.. its the letters home.
the disappointing of mother,
i just didnt want to do that to her this year
i tried, so hard. to learn for that test. and i screwed it up. i know i did. im so upset, to the point of freaking out and crying, because it scares me. i dont want to seem like the 'bad one' again. this was my year. i was gonna take control.
i was gonna get that fantastic TER, and make my mother proud.

and now, all i can think is that she will be so.. disappointed in me.
and i hate that
i hate it, so... so much.
its really killing me.
i.. i have been thinking possible ways to fix the situation. there is appealing to mr dryden, explaining that i can make it up, just.. the letter home, and telling mother.. it would be the worst thing for me right now.
but i doubt he would care, he would probably say its too bad, he cant give out special treatment.
and i hate this. i CANT be failing the ONLY subject i have worked hard at all through school
and yes i have always kinda sucked at sciences, its just not a strong spot for me. and yes why would i choose a profession that specialises in science..
but i love the idea. i knew, since i was in primary school.
this is what i was going to do.
this was it.
but. now thats pretty much gone.
and i cant help but get upset.
because
i cant do it.
i just cant.

you know what

you do it too.

its not jsut me
so dont go around loling me,
cos you do it too.


i know you do.


and people might be like, ITS ONLY YOU.

but its not.
its all of us.
its you too.

so dont fucking put this on me.

im done.

gah i hate you

thats right.
you.
sitting right there, reading this.
i hate you.

okay im lying,

just the fricking school bus, i swear im gonna scream.
who would think a bus, with a singular letter as its name,
would FRICKING KILL ME

so.
what was wrong with today you ask>
well ill tell you

i got something thrown at me.
yep.
just thrown at me
and okay it wasnt directly at me, but still.
this chick
year 9, or maybe 10. just throws this, i dont know. blue tack ball thing over her shoulder, but.. it couldnt have been blue tack cos it was hell hard.
anyway, she throws it over her shoulder, being stupid with her friends, with lands right on me.
and, of course, all her lovely friends turn around to see where it went, and discover it hit me. and this little shit of a girl i was forced to sit next to is giggling, (i presure the little shit was friends with them) anyway the little shit is laughing, and they kinda all laugh, and the fat one who threw it turns around and says sorry
to which i throw the piece of crap thing they threw at me somewhere, i duno. on the ground somewhere.
anyway

so i think i nearly EXPLODED. i was ready to punch this chick in the face,
like in all seriousness.
she would have been punched if it werent for the many many friends she had surrounding her

okay, i get that maybe they were just being stupid
but its kinda different when you turn and laugh.
thats kinda different.
that was what made me want to punch her in the actual face.
i could have done it. i would have.
i would have loved to do it. nothing would have made me happier at that exact moment.
but i didnt, i restrained.
only cos i had to.
i hope you all understand only cos i had to.
otherwise i would have

and no im not a psycho.
i just dont like being laughed at, right in my face
its kinda, like.. you know how your bullied in school?
and they laugh etc
yeah i reckon its the resurfacing of that
but now im year 12 so i have POWER MUHAHAHAHAHAH

well once i get my jacket i will.

speaking of, when do we get them?
i hope soon. i need people to understand i am in year 12 and fully gain full right to kick you the fuck off the photocopier machine, wheni need to use it.


ANYWAY.
im done bitching about people on the bus now
and jackets.

im getting becca on mine =))

okay now im done.

michelle if you read this you dont need to diet, you silly silly girl
your so thin, lady.

good thin ;))

okay.
i like blogger, it saves me from keeping all this anger inside my head

now im gonna watch neighbours.
byeeee

what did i eat?

hmm i wonder..
what did i eat today.. i think it went like this.
finger bun, then.. i duno. some shit, then chips from hungry jacks, a large coke from there too, then some twisties, dinner, then some more twisties.

and yet im still hungry.

i must have one of those amazing genes, though not COMPLETLEY amazing, that kinda.. can eat and generally not get incredibly large. i mean, with the amount i eat, im suprised im not your average steph.

see the 'average steph', is a saying, that i have developed, similar to the 'average joe' saying.
though not with the same meaning behind them.

the average joe, is your typical guy, which, really, basically. is a boring person doing regular things, like.. an average joe would be, regular height, brown hair, medium build.
yeah he sounds like a hottie.. hem.

anyway.
your average steph, as im sure you have all worked out by now, is talking about a certain steph which attends out school. your average steph, is basically, your average fat guy.

and yes, im aware that the vast majority of you would have figured out EXACTLY what i mean, when i said your 'average steph' when talking about fat and food in teh same sentence. but i thought explaining it would be more annoying.

anyway, what else happened.
you know what, im sick of this stupid, thing going on between me her, and the other one.
like, .. jesus. i just.. i dont know. i dont know how i feel. it annoys me that everyone not related to the situation seems to all have their own personal opinion, and thats fine, but when i start reading about it everywhere, and hearing it from people, then, come on. your not a part of it, and you dont even understand half the shit your saying, like, whatever, you can say how we are the bad guys, and, well. think what you want. just keep it to yourselves, i think thats fair.

i just cant be bothered with it anymore. i just want it to go one way or the other. and its been so long in limbo, with no one doing anything. like, no one has done anything. at all. there was a five second thing, andim prety sure i had a bus to catch, so think what you want. just dont go around saying shit, especially if its incredibly biased. so.

thats all =))

what else..
i had an interesting conversation with a certain someone rhyming with BAM, lol.
in classics
it was just interesting.
its interesting to talk to them. cos they have good.. well. opinions, perspectives.
i duno.
basically i like talking about stuff.
and they like talking about stuff, so.

LOL

okay im done.

sacha was back at school.. so yay. im happy. i mean, yes, she is diseased. but its okay cos i love her anyway. so yep. its boring at school, without her. considering our groups numbers has dwindled down to about, like.. 5? maybe 6?

lol

=PP

anyway.
thats all.

im done for now.
bye bye.

i just want to say thankyou.

yeah, so thankyou.
ah jeez..

thankyou to you all who kinda.. helped me in a way.
it was good to know, for real, that people feel the same as i do =DD
and.. thankyou for making me feel really special.

it really makes me feel really happy =DD
you really helped me today

i love you all.
i really, really couldnt get through my days without knowing i didnt have you guys to help me through them.
thankyou!

i dont even know

its annoying.
beacuse, i feel like.. i want to change myself.
im bored with how i look, or i dont know.. its just weird.
its a weird feeling.. but


sigh. i dont know.

you know how you have those days, and you just think, like.
how you just dont likehow you look? like, not that im saying you know, im just the grossest thing to walk on this planet.
but..
i just wish i was one of those girls, that people were like,
oh yeah i know her

she has the most gorgeous eyes
she is beautiful
the funniest person i have ever met!
she dresses really well.
she is so unique!

etc.
i dont know.
well, i dont know.
not that im gonna go shave all my hair off, and not that im looking for attention.
just.
i wanna feel just so, confident in myself.
and i know that im not.
i know hardly anyone is.

ah jeez now i sound all like.. sorry for myself.
but... i dont know.

its just something im thinking.

like, someone i know.
when she reads this she will know who she is.

but she is gorgeous, so tall, thin, has great legs, blonde hair.. i dont know. when people see her they see her as beautiful, and adorable, and sweet.
im just being envious.


if i could steal some qualities of some people.
like, personality
then maybe i would be nice to new people i meet.
or be more confident, less lazy. taller, of course.
smarter, of course. i envy my boyfriend for that.
but.


its not like i can do anything about it.
so im gonna have to learn to be happy with who i am.
=PP

sa.. cha! lol

well.

girly girl,
seeing as you wrote about me im going to write about you.
now we need to recruit people onto this thing,
we need more followers LOL.

anyway..
i think someone who has height.. difficulty.. should not be called cute!
they are real people too!

anyway
you are zee little blonde one
i remember when we used to be like, wahh we want boyfriends,
and having a cry.
and then you got adam and then im like.. wahhh gay lol. cos i wanted one.
and you got some gangsta kid.
but you were cute and stuff so i forgave you.

well.
really he turned out to be a nerd ha.
along withmy boyfriend, yes.
and its sad, to think we sit there and listen to their rants about chemistry and mr dryden, sigh.

way to make me sound emo by the way,
'your always cutting your self' LOL

ah yeah.. the camps.
we have been through a lot on those camps.
we grew our first leg muscles on those camps.
though not as many as we could have gotten considering we shoved all our stuff in stevens and jakes bags!! lol.
pokemon buddies for like =P
we should play that again one day!!

um yeah.
they were the best times of my life, seriously.
going back to your house, getting chips, doing nothing.
sitting on the interent..

seriously. GREAT DAYS!/
naw its sad to think about it now.
im gettin all sentimental =PP

yes yes i am yours.
your midget friend.

i love how we are so .. like.. different. it makes me laugh.
like, im short, brunette, falling over all the time next to this tree woman, blonde, tall. =P

at least we dont have that crazy lady with us any more..
the weirdo.. pink hair.. emo.. nesss.. lol. and her gayness.
seriously. i broke her glasses because she deserved it.

haha do you remember when she was like, so who broke them?
we were like, i duno? lol.

WE WERE THE ONLY ONES WHO WENT INTO THE TENT!!
LOL

it was so obvious.
but oh well.
and our truth or dare game..
'truth.. do you think i have no friends? do you write about me under the desk? '

LOL.

but yes.

you are so much my best friend here.
you have saved me from being a loner.

im so happy i got to be your friend! and that we are so close now.
your so gorgeous
you helped me through a lot!!
thankyou for taking care of me for so long! lol.

dont ever change either, your perfect how you are!

i love you!!!!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

so like.. today was

meh
i have blue nails..
i actually lastd about , an hour not picking it off.
and i most have the most actually boring blog! but i dont care lol.
anyway.. so hopefully someone i know is going to start their blog soon!
full of random shit, lol.

but yes =P

so how are things with me.
well.. im going to fucking die with all this homework.. its terrible.
i have so much due, but. it seems like, no matter how much i do, i still ALWAYS havemore. and its no longer 'yay i finished it' its okay done. next piece of homework.

its so annoying.
and today in classics, our class was silent.
and i realised that .. even to annoying people who are pains in the asses,
year 12 is important to everyone lol.

its just interesting to me.

hey, i was thinking.
what would i look like if i went blonde?
not like, barbie blonde.
maybe.. blonde.. like. hmm im trying to think of someone with good blonde hair, that is a colour i want. maybe..
that chick on neighbours.
whats her name..
she used to go out with ringo and now she is totally being a pedo and goign out with zeek.. i mean. come on. she looks like 3 years older than him.
and thats a lot in high school okay, i just realised how gay that sounded.. 'a whole 3 years' lol. ANYWAY.

digression much

HA i totally just sounded smart then.

anyway.
( i totally learnt what the word digress meant in a playstation game, 'Kingdom Hearts' best game ever, im sorry but it is. anyway i learnt it from there, it just sounded so cool, adn i was like. hey. dictionary please. and this was a LONG time ago, by the way. it wasnt yesterday or anything. i mean, im slow. but not.. so much )

ANYWAY.

total annihilation of the school bus would be good.
just a small explosion.


whilst im not on it.
but okay.
there is this one girl, there is like a pack of them actually.
they are going to fucking drive me crazy if i dont strap on a bazooka and just rip into them.
anyway, there is about 15 of them, and they all sit at the back of the bus, and they SCREAM and YELL the WHOLE FRICKING BUS RIDE.
and im on that bus for a good, what, 35, 40 minutes? yeah.
so thats like, headache city.

anyway, so.. i really want to jsut turn around and yell at them.
like, just fucking rip into them, scream at them, tell them how inconsiderate they are being to the rest of the population of the bus. but then, after i have imagined this possibility in my head, i figure.. i am lesser in numbers. they have that advantage over me, they could just start screaming and yelling in my face. and i would be dead. in like a second.

but there is one of them i hate the most.
shes the loudest, and from the conversations i hear when she ISNT on the bus (praise the day) they bitch about how no one likes her, and how annoying she is. yes, well. maybe you should think that INSIDE YOUR FRICKING HEAD!! i dont care about her.
though i kinda do.

its like, 'and so, these are the 'bus trips of our lives...'
do do do la doooooo dum dum dum dum

but yes. she is the one i would most likely place a land mine upon.
and yes, that doesnt make sense. because one would assume that you would notice some crazy lady, driven to insanity from her annoying bus rides home for , what, 3 years? places a land mine upon your lap. well, i bet she wouldnt. she would be too busy screaming. and so when i continue to strap this land mine to her body, with the durable and fantastic duct tape, and then run. RUN FOR MY FRICKING LIFE to.. well.. i suppose the front of the bus.
she will EXPLODEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
hehehehhe.


what a happy day for me.
anyway, welcome to what i imagine onteh bus.

night.

this bugs me, but

there is nothing i seem to be able to do about it.

my nailpolish is so freaking damn pickable.
its just like.. its green and sparkly.
and oh so pretty, but no. i cant just leave it there. i have to pick it off. cos its so .. i duno. its like its asking me to do it, by the way it looks at me.
being all pickable and stuff.

i duno.
anyway.
hopefully i was the original carrier of the sick gene that everyone seems to be getting.
cos.. everyone is sick now, with the exact same thing i had weeks ago. and all i can say is HA you all laughed at me when i was dying on the ground.
now ill laugh at you.

though im not saying that i believe i was the original creater and only carrier of the disease originally, because. thats impossible, unless some gross mutation in my very, very dirty room actually ended up creating some form of cold.
which, again, makes no sense.
its just, i was sick before all teh people i know.

so ha.

anyway this has kinda been a whole lotta rambling about nothing..
and its not like im gonna start crapping on about friends
i mean people can read this so easily, your an idiot if you start bitching on here.

i wonder if my sister is gonna move out soon..

there has been lots of .. well.. ill just leave it as 'discussions' about whether she will or not.

it would be interesting.
like.. we all still live at home
so it owould be interesting, to have one less.
not that im like LEAVE BITCH but just, you know.
just SHUT UP OKAY?
i dont know.


dammit i really wanna pick my nailpolish off.


that is all.

the smelly one

is smelly.

you all know who im talking about.

yes.

its you.

i dont approve of your smell.
lol.



ANYWAY.
you smell.

thats all.

michelle.

i think
you need to calm down on the lord of the rings crap

and yes i have posted a whole crapload of blogs at the moment.
but you know.
stuff happens.

this shits addictive.
anyway..
seriously, can i just never catch a bus again?
simply, just dont let me on another mode of transport that has more than four wheels.

speaking of which
how many wheels does a bus have.
i really wouldnt know
hey today i totally nearly missed my bus cos im a fat ass and was too busy trying to buy red rooster,
jesus
you would think that by now
i would have MAYBE stopped shoving my face full of chips.
but no.
i havent.
i have, though.
reduced my coke intake,
though i bought juice today
and it tasted like shit so i regret that
but yes. another one is my fingernails. i dont bite them anymore, though i have noticed i do have a weird and incredibly fast growth rate for my fingernails. they have gotten so long already.. it amazing. for some reason. the ability to scratch someone seems so interesting. and so exhilirating. wow ireally have no life
but you must understand
that i havent had nails in a LONG time.
wait, scratch that.
ever.

so you can understnad.

okay the parental said to get off so ishall.

xx

Your all

so freaking annoying.
eh.

just calming down now..

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how come i cant just have something going really right? without people being so ANNOYING!. lol

eh i should really just get used to it.

AGH come back =D

michelle.
i seriously think its time for you to come back to adelaide.. i mean.
come on.
lady
i love you, but i hate the fact you still have a better internet than me.
AHH
i guess your coming back soon.
kindof

so this is my first blog.
and pretty much its michelle thats the only person who can see it.
so hello to you
and POSSIBLY anyone else who finds this.

school.. hmm.
today was shit..
its annoying keeping up
i hate maths.
and people at school.. and just .. generally everything.
people can be confusing.
but my relationship is going well :D

it just seems to fall into place.

also, just to begin this.
no one but michelle will be named
other people will be called seperate things, or inanimate objects.
jsut to make that clear.

anyway.. ill talk later maybe. xx